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Back into full swing!

3/2/2013

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Hi Everybody!  It's been nearly four months since I last wrote to you, so really I should wish you all a happy new year!

Back in October when I last wrote I was struggling to get back into training.  Motivation was a struggle.  I feel as if I've almost had to grieve for the loss of the goal.  The "five stages" (Kubler-Ross) typically quoted are below.  I've represented them in the order I feel I experienced them (this time):
  • Denial - "I don't believe it!"
  • Anger - "robbed of my opportunity by the stupid English weather"
  • Bargaining - "I'll sacrifice life for another 9 months, I have to do this now"
  • Depression - "I don't want family and work to suffer for this damn challenge"
  • Acceptance - "I am ready to train, and can balance the demands of my life for the next 16 months".

Last October when I wrote, I was angry and in "bargaining".  I had convinced myself that I should bash on for another 9 months, and that the sacrifices would be ok.  Not long after I had written this, I was sitting in a hotel room in Brisbane, having begun travelling regularly for work as the business expands, feeling guilty about not having made it to the pool.  Being honest, I was thoroughly depressed, and in a moment of clarity realised that if I didn't remove some strain from my life I would crack.  There are really only three things in my life:  Family, work, and swimming.  The swimming had to be deprioritised as work's a massive committment (necessarily) and my wonderful family was due to expand to three children in Feb. 

So, over a plate of sashimi and miso soup I decided to push the channel back another year, and focus my time on my family, work (Tempurer). and general health and wellbeing.  I was nursing various injuries, was 10kg overweight (channel fat), and had become pre-diabetic through all the weight gain and high GI food.

I am sorry I did not write sooner, I have often thought about doing this, but I knew at some point the time would be right as I'd have clarity on what would follow.  So, let's address these priorities one by one, and then talk about the plan:

  1. Family - last week Sascha and I had our third baby, and third girl!  Wonderful addition, and the five of us have had a great week together hanging out and being a family.
  2. Work - business going really well and expanding internationally this year.  We have a great team and awesome product, the market seems ready, and the world is our oyster.
  3. Health - have made great progress: hand injuries fixed, lost 8kg of the extra 10, through detox and diet change have stopped taking the pre-diabetic medicine.
  4. Grief / mental health: I have reached acceptance, and rediscovered my love of swimming, particularly in the ocean.  With the support of great coaches (thanks Vlad & Charm), and great mates (Frosty Nuts) with whom no swimming adventure is dull, I am back in both the ocean and the pool, and swimming better than ever.

The plan is now clear.  I have booked the first slot of the 2014 channel season (1 - 10 July).  That gives me 16 months to train.  I am optimistic, have a great training buddy (Cae) who's also committed for the same window, and am starting from a much better place both physically and mentally than I did last time.

I thank you all for your ongoing interest and support.  I will aim to provide an update, hopefully in the form of an entertaining story about an adventure in training.  If you have aspects of the process that particularly interest you, please post a comment or write to me.  It's always wonderful to get feedback!




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Challenge 2012 now Challenge 2013!

10/13/2012

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As many of you will know, my Channel Crossing did not exactly go to plan, and I was thwarted by the English Weather and did not get a chance to even attempt a crossing!  As it turned out, England had the worst low-pressure system for 50 years, leading to very windy weather.  This is not good for the Channel as when combined with big tides it causes nasty chop which makes swimming almost impossible.

Whilst the wait and the uncertainty was agonising, I do now have a very clear appreciation for what's involved, and will be very well prepared next year.  

It's been tough returning to life as normal without having resolved the goal of the last 15 months.  It feels very strange, knowing that I was so ready but unable to deliver on the challenge.  I've thrown myself back into work and family life, and whilst I've turned up to squad training a couple of times, I am yet to pull my head together properly and get on with training properly.  Hopefully this week will be the beginning of the next phase of training, and I'll get back into the groove.

One major incentive that I do have is the massive tyre I developed around my waist in the two weeks I was waiting to swim in the UK.  I was deliberately indulging in massive quantities of food, to help carb-load and bulk up to manage the crossing.  I have friends who managed to shed 5kgs on the way across the Channel.  I had gained the 5kgs, but given I didn't swim I still have them with me!  Not a great look, and certainly making me feel pretty uncomfortable!  My normal weight (pre-channel training) was 85kgs.  I now sit as a monstrous 94kgs, more than 10% overweight!

I have booked in for July 13th neap tide, and so this gives me only 9 months to focus.  The big challenge in swimming this early in the year will be the cold, so no doubt some training with the crazy "black ice" crew in Melbourne will required in April, May, June.  

For the time being, I plan on getting back into the routine, and will roll in some gym and yoga time too to help me  gain some strength and flexibility.  Given the 9 months to train, I would like to think I can get a lot faster in the water, so I will definitely be focusing on my technique too.

Thank you all for the many supportive messages received both before and after the (non)-event.  I really appreciate it, and your support goes a long way to making it all worthwhile.  Together we have raised $34,000 which will help so many families under the guidance of Opportunity International and their partners.  Thank you, on behalf of all these very deserving people.
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